SHOULD HAVE BEEN A DOCTOR.....
My immune system is not strong and it is really starting to take a toll on my overall health. I'm sick this morning and suffering from major allergy and cold problems. To be quite frank, I can never tell the difference between what my body is enduring at the time of my disorder. Is it allergies or a cold? I feel drowsy even though I took a low dosage of Benadryl this morning. It's lunch time now and I feel run-down. Benadryl can only do so much I have grown to discover.
I know this might sound strange but when I go to the bathroom I normally use that time to think deeply about my life. Unbeknownst to me this morning, while on the toilet meditating I started to think about how amazing Dejah is. She is the smartest 5-year old I have ever known. Now, I'm not just saying that because she is my daughter. But if I really sit and ponder about her personality and her strength, I am jealous of her at times. This might sound crazy. Why would one be jealous of their 5-year old child? Well, she has had such a simple life thus far, yet she has been faced with various obstacles, & she still manages to adjust to each type of situation put before her. She is very caring and always worried about the feelings of the next person. As I mingle with other kids her age, I think to myself that I'm a very lucky mother. I haven't always been the best mother, but you would be surprised when you meet Dejah. She is the most well-rounded adjusted and stable child I have known. I feel like Dejah is going to be a very important figure in the eyes of the American people. I'm not sure just what that may be. She may be President of the United States of America or she may be the best renowned zoo-keeper (last time I asked her what she wanted to be when she grew up, she told me she wanted to be a zoo-keeper). She may be a lawyer, stripper, or TV-talk show host. I'm not exactly sure what she is going to be when she gets older. But as Oprah would say, "What I know for sure is"......she is going to be quite successful. I just can't wait!!!